Wednesday, July 27, 2011

YA ALLAH!!!!!

GOT HOT NEWS!!!!

SOMEBODY LIKES ME!
die bru je ngaku kat ak..
eh x..mse sem 1 pon die de ckp yg die ske kt ak..
tp ak cm cye x cye je..
ermmm... dugaan.. npe la bile kt xnk kn sesuatu, die mst dtg..(cinta)
tp, bile kt tol2 nk n ready tok bnde tuu, xd lk yg nk kn dri ni yg xbgtu cun n hot nii..
tp klu de pon, at last mst kecewa...haihh~ xtao la nk ckp..
sng cte kn, bile ak da kje, da de byk wit.. ak soh umi ak je yg crikn ak jdoh..haha!
cool what.. xpyh la nk bercinte bagai..
da la! aku mls la nk bkk cte psl laki nii.. xphm...
n mnykitkan ati... ermmm~
assalam...w.b.t~

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BISMILLAH...
Assalamualaikum w.b.t..
.....????? tu la yg de dlm kpale aku skrg ni... 
pd mulenye , aku da bjnji pd dri aku sndri yg aku xkn trime any guy after him( mr A)..
tp, slepas die muncul tnpe diduga.. pintu ati aku mula terbuka untuk die..
pd mulenye la kn, hes not a bf alike..
hes more to friend alike.. tp aku xtao how n when aku rse yg aku mula suka n decided tok go to the next
phrase ngn die.. iaitu mmpunyai hbgn "berlainan jenis" dgn die..
BUT... ni yg wt aku touching ckit nii..
:(((( slps pe yg die wt kt aku sblm nii.. ckp tu, ckp nii.. bg cincin..blablabla..
ttbe prubahan yg bgitu drastik trjdi pd die..
aku xtao la npe.. die ckp yg jdoh tu dtgn tuhan..
yes! tu mmg tol, ak x nafikan.. tp, xslh kn klu kt mncbe n brusha,tawakal n berdoa..
pastu, a few weeks after die bg cncin tu, die trus menyepikan dri shngge mbuatkn ak tertanya2.. ????
aku call die, die ckp yg die xnk cnte die pd sseorg mlebihi cnte die trhadap maha pencipta..
aku pon xsuruh die cntekn aku smpi die lpe kn yg MAHA ESA..
ak xphm!!! sgt2 xphm!!!!
nk tny, brat sgt t n mlut ni nk ckp..
at least, tny la kaba aku ke..sht x.. ni, jgn ktekan call,mcj pon xde....
bile aku on9, nmpk die on9.. die da x anta chat kt aku daa.. like status ak pon x.. amat trase ati..
sedih gile la.. ni yg aku xske nii.. ble da strt nk rse ske n syg, mst aku frust blk..
pdhal... ishh~ xtao laa... serik laaaa.. ermmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm~

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

love, trust, truth, lies= HEARTBROKEN

I was really tired of ol lies wit ol d hypocrisy so far... 
i felt hopeless n helpless to think bout other peep. peep tht i had love...
Now, im determined 2 open a new sheet n delete old memories tht always make me hurt n cry...
Now, ma heart is closed to any man...
i only bow 2  ALLAH. Let time decide everything... bcos, every time i open ma heart 2 someone, i will hurt n disappointed... perhaps i chose d wrong man... im just not aware of it... ermmmmm
 well, love hurts if we be wit d wrong person... its a damn big prob i guess..
i've chose wrong person... TWICE..its totally killing me inside..
imma brokenhearted girl.. i wanna let them go..
but, theres no perfect time.. sigh~
im struggling to let the past.. i wanna put ol memories n bittersweet time in a big box n i will burn it if im ready to do tht..i hope i will do tht soon or later!
i just wanna be epy.. n i wont let any guy to hurt me n take ma happiness away anymor!
i'll wait n see.. d wheel is spinning.. life is just like a rollercoster.. up n down..
its up to u how to deal wit it.. so, learn from mistakes..
n dont do d same mistake.. it will show how stupid u r.. lol~
its enough for me to write dis stupid expressions..
wanna grab ma dinner.. see! i still have desires to eat even im having heartbroken..
well..eat to live, live to eat! haha! i love tht quotes!
ok then, turtle!!!!!!!